Entries for October, 2004

my freewebs page doesnt seem to be working anymore.. and i still havent received the layout page a friend finished for me.. so i i mad a nw bLog temporariLy since no one can read my pitas page.. and its kinda Look at littLe boring..

im still startin to hook up on my page.. and its kinda complicated.. and im being stubborn.. really stubborn..

anyhow.. jst check up on it if u want.. if u wana help me pimp this page.. jst msg me. =) ehehe. laterz. =)

{ music } if i aint got you - alicia keys

Written by hotchiqqa at 01:07 PM.

talk to me..

i just wana breakaway.. or just die.. be gone for a little time then live again.. live better.. change how my life is now.. i know some of he things around me isnt my fault.. but mosly mine.. id still wana change it somehow.. u may say im no contented.. i am not.. i am oo young and can change my future i know.. but the things around me.. the situations ive been to and into right now.. i just dont wana go furthere anymore.. not that i cant.. its just that i may not.. because im tired.. at this age.. ive been through a lot.. ive seen and felt a lot of hard things.. what made me through it all?.. well, i dont know.. maybe the faith i have for myself.. the will of wanting to get through every struggle.. why give up now?.. because im tired.. i may not actually really give up.. i just want to have some rest and breakaway from everything..

Breakaway

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away

CHORUS:
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away
And break away

[chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I dont know where theyll take me
Gotta keep movin on movin on
Fly away
Break away

[chorus]
Breakaway
Break away

{ music } Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson
{ mood } confused

Written by hotchiqqa at 03:32 PM.

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