Entries for November, 2004

i had been having bad dreams lately.. well except for yesterday.. i dreamt im giving birth.. haha.. to twins!! ohmygod!! hahaha.. but before that.. and last night.. all my dreams were death.. invovlving my friends.. the scariest of all is my parents died in my dream.. scary!! after that i really had difficulty in sleeping or getting back to sleep in the wee hours..

anyhow.. i only have one week left till my bday and the celebration.. the band is crammin with their practice.. the program is not yet fixed and finalized.. my gown is due on nov11.. invitations still to be distributed this weekend.. hahaha.. stubborn.. lazy.. ugh.. whatever..

i miss kat.. lovely.. jazz.. casa students.. everyone from OB.. i hope they miss me too.. or least doing well in school.. here are their pictures.. lovely's not on it.. its just me jazz and kat.. threesome date! hahahaha.. =) missin those days.. =(

Written by hotchiqqa at 03:15 PM.

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and still a bore.. NOT!

haha. okei it was my bday yesterday.. but the party is happenin on the 13th.. tomorrow.. jst gonna be simple yet elegant. hehe. of course.. a little of fairy and butterfly theme.. =) my barkada.. sexyboys are gonna be there to play and my sis.. hopefully.. had prepared a dance number.. =) all is set i think! haha. the give aways.. well im still workin on it.. but its good.. jst have to finish it up! and yeah the program.. nikko!! uhm.. i think he had it done already.. so yeah.. =)

just chatting away.. talkin with kuya marco and a friend.. kuya marco's gona give me a puppy!! yipee a dalmatian!! yey!! =) i know i dont like dogs.. but im not afraid of them.. i just dont like them lickin me... hahaha. its sticky!! =p ulk! and my friend august is tryin to greet me on 995rt. hehe. yeah right.. i dont actually listen to that station but since he's doing it for me.. y not? right? sweet. =)

anyhow, ill be going out later with my mom to get my money.. and buy new set of clothes for the casual prty and the pictorial later with my friends.. =) so yeah.. and ive got practice tonight with the barkada and picture taking.. hehehe. i love my friends.. =)

laterz..

Written by hotchiqqa at 09:38 AM.

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ive always wanted to know how it felt to be a bummer. haha. not anymore.. im tired.. im tired of doin nothing here at home.. i cant go out because all my friends are attending school so yeah... life is such a bore.

though i got some friends who are bummed out right now.. but they got no mooLah.. haha. ironic.. daym.. hey ive got $ but not enough to treat everybody! haha. sorry guyz.. just enough for me! still have not the mooLah dad promised me.. still waitin for it..

its our 2nd monthsarry tom.. we were suppose to go out today.. but his sched didnt allowed us.. more bummer-ishhh.. dayng.. i miss him!=( anyway, we've been spending too much time together.. true enough.. but i cant get enough of him.. aawee.. he's just so sweet and.. iunoo.. bsta.. everything bout him amkes me miss him!!

last saturday.. i celerated my debut.. it was fun.. still dont have the pictures from that night but it was fun.. though not all my friends were there.. i couldnt care less because i had kiko with me all night.. till the next day.. aawee.. =) it was really nice to fall asleep and wake up realizing he's beside me.. really really sweet.. a different kind of feeling..it was nice.. =)

anyways.. id go get some sleep now.. im really disappointed cause i cant go out with my honey.. still adler's right.. we got all the time we want.. we dont have to take things fast.. one step at a time and we'll be there soon.. =) aawwee.. what more else i could ask for if i got kiko and friends like those?.. no more.. =)

Written by hotchiqqa at 02:05 PM.

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i really really feel bored.. ive been bummed out for days already... good thing i still have enough money to go tripping with some friends.. though they got class.. they find time to spend their precious moments with me.. hahaha. or yet to get away their stupid and boring classes.. haha!

oh oh oh.. i got my hair rebonded and my friends from ob didnt recognize me yesterday. dimwits. im so pretty. hahaha.

i bought a pillow for my honey for our 2ndmonthsarry..2day celebration!!haha.. it was cute and soft. so soft it made him fall asleep while we were talkin on the phone. ugh. terrible but then sweet. hehe. iuno if il be angry or laugh out loud.. but then i love him.. so i listened to him over the phone as he sleeps. tranquil. hmm. i love him. i miss him. anyways,, we're going out later.. yipee!!

hmm.. so what he got for me? an orange juice drink! =) and a visit! =) i love it when he texts me and just wana drop by my place to see me.. he surprised me last night.. i thought he'd be here by 9.. cause he told me he'll be leavin school around 730.. within travel time.. i thought he'd get here by 9.. but he got here by 740 with the drink! hehe. **im really so babaw!!pero i felt special for him..** he was so tired but he made time to pay me a visit.. =) then i pushed him to go home early.. because what he doesnt know is that i got a surprise for him too.. earlier that day i left my gift for him to his sister.. haha.. i knew i made him smile.. he made me too when he surprised me with a rose.. =)

so yeah.. i have to go get a bath now.. we'll be meeting in 30mins.. laterz. =)

Written by hotchiqqa at 07:39 AM.

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just finished watching "my sassy girl" for the second time.. it was really nice.. i really didnt feel the movie the first time ive watched it cause i was with my friends and we were foolin around and having a good time..

now ive watched it alone.. i was hopin i could have watched it with kiko.. but then he's not here.. the more it made me sad.. =( [ohh, he just called me!] im happy now.. =)

from the beginning..

we met when we were on our sophomore year.. highschool.. my friend jay introduced me to kiko.. not in person but in text.. we were at the parish at that time and he asked jay to introduce him to a new friend.. jay gave my number to him.. and sure, we became good friends thru text.. time came when we met personally.. i never knew he was my older friend's younger brother.. the more we get closer to each other.. we go to mass together once or twice.. he courted me.. gave me chocolates and a tazzie doll.. i was young.. i really dont know how to control relationships yet and i got a lot more stuffs to think about.. so i never put much attention to him..

5months passed,, he's still courting me.. i think.. but i met someone.. an older guy who makes me laugh.. who makes me feel all the emotions anyone could describe.. the man i loved.. i gave kiko a letter telling him to stop courtin me cause nothing's happening.. there's no love between us.. but we stayed friends.. we stay in touch together.. he even tried to court my friend elai.. it was okei for me.. it didnt bother me at all.. parehas ko nmn silang kaibigan eh.. ..time passed that we dont see each other.. and it was okei.. we would see thru youth gatherings but we wouldnt dare to be with each other.. issues, y know.. hehe.. lagi lang nila kming inaasar once they see that we are together.. ewan ko ba..pero gnun eh..

we only get to talk and see each other pag-bday ko or bday nya.. he never fails to greet me though we dont see that much often.. and he never forgets to invite me to come to his bday party.. i always bring him something.. and kiko would be there for my bday too.. i dont know if he'll be there for me.. or for the food.. yet for the girls?? hmm.. =p

this year came.. went to a BEP cncert with jay.. the guys fetch us after the concert.. kiko was with them.. we hanged out for awhile.. dinner on me.. ugh.. terrible guys.. heheh. then there was this one time i posted a note on the friendster bulletin board.. "whoever wants to go out with me [my treat!] msg me!" hahaha. i was really bored that time and ive got some moolah.. ehehe. guess who msgd me?! a lot.. hahaha.. kiko did! so yeah we started to text each other again.. we met at makati.. went out with a friend of mine.. then the other sexyboys came.. got to alabang to watch movie.. then hangout again.. HE NEVER LEFT MY SIDE!! ugh.. i dnno if i wana puke that time.. get pissed or just think of him as such a sweetie.. uuhh.. i thought and felt it all at the same time.. hahaha.. when i got home..we talked online.. then we got a little serious about stuffz.. about smoking and stuff.. how i wanted someone to make me stop and all.. then he asked me.. "can i have the right to get mad at you?".. i was shocked and confused why he wanted to take the chance.. but i understood what he actually meant.. he wanted to take part on my life.. but why.. well i guess i had to find out after wards..

he told me he wanted to court me.. i asked him why.. then we go back to the smoking issue.. i didnt say no or yes.. just kept askin him.. then he changed his mind.. he didnt want to court me anymore.. i just let him.. i was still confused at that time.. so it didnt matter if he court me or not.. im not sure of my feelings for him yet.. so yeah.. but we got closer each day.. we go to mass together.. went to facial clinics on weekends.. been prayer partners.. he was really nice to me..

then we watch kilyawanwith the other sexyboys.. sept18.. then we hanged out at ken's place.. my mom was out with their tita so we decided to sleep over at their place.. he was a little tipsy that time but still CAN think! haha.. we were acting like we were together-together.. but we were not... YET.. haha!so yeah while we were watching dado's show.. he held my hand.. ugh.. i could have melt.. really.. hahaha.. then he hugged me all the while on the way to ken's place.. that night.. it was the second time ever in my life that i lay beside him.. [oh the first time.. il tell it nxt time.. haha].. then he kept whisperin to me something like.. "tayu na ba?" i kept quiet and just thinkin the whole time.. then i rmbrd how i felt when everytime we dont talk i miss him.. everytime we argue i felt really really down.. and all i want to do is just talk to him and see him smile.. then i realized i love him..

that's the start of our journey.. 18/19 haha. we got a 2day celebration everymonth.. and its nice.. =) i love kiko.. =)

{ music } canon(piano)
{ mood } grateful

Written by hotchiqqa at 01:58 PM.

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hmm.. which one's the best?..

fourth phase.. fourth pace.. or fourth face?

id go with the 4th phase.. anything but the 4th face. hehe. it doesnt make sense at all. hahaha. oh oh.. im choosin over what's best for my friends' band name.. d3k is not good. its like a boyband of somesort. yeah. sick isnt it? hahaha..

watched a drum clinic last night at the mall with my dada and adler.. it was nice.. there was this young boy.. about 10years old.. oh man he can play drums real good.. way better than ken.. hahaha. for reals.. and he learned playing drums, the kid of course, when he was like 5-6years old.. man he was good.. then mike mangini!!!! oh man was he fast!! he holds the world record of most # of strokes in playing drums within a minute.. and he can play whole day for sure.. oh god.. he's warm up... is just like.. 30-40mins straight!! for reals.. and mike's really really funny.. the crowd goes crazy as he started playing drums.. nice experience to see him play.. =)

Written by hotchiqqa at 09:22 AM.

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B:

Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile

Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown

Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."

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Written by hotchiqqa at 03:02 PM.

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