Entries for January, 2005

but it never ends. since 2005 started, we have been fighting a lot. and all i wanted to do is run away from everything to prevent getting hurt. but as soon as i try to start getting away from everything, it hurts us both more. and ill stop running and cry, look into his eyes and i cant bear to leave someone i love the most. i dont want to take the risk of letting go someone special in my life.

still a bum and it cant get any worse at all. i miss my friends. i miss school or i just miss doing something with sense. something to do with my future. i ahte bumming around waiting for nothing. i hate seeing everyone doing something with purpose and me, just sitting around watching. i hate it cause i get dead bored.

my friends would be jamming up with Kitchie Nadal and Spongecola on Feb4, at the Ateneo University. My boyfriend would be there too!! =) im so proud of him. He's having his prelims today until the end of the week. So il try not to be a brat and bug him to come to my place whenever i want. Though by tuesday and wednesday, it would be 18 and 19, it is our monthsarry! yey,, on our 4th months, we got our flaws but still holding on. =)

{ music } Lovely Day - Parliament Syndicate
{ mood } restless

Written by hotchiqqa at 12:45 PM.

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i visited ob last friday afternoon. i missed them so much. our dean still wont let me go. my friends kept pleading for me not to transfer school.. hmm.. still got lotsa time to think about it.. bum life and all.

honey gave me two rabbits to take care of.. their just a month or weeks old, i think.. one girl, she's gray, named her "ash".. and the other one is a boy, black with a white diamond shape on his forehead, called him "bruno".. tee hi hi.. they're so cutie.. make me smile everyday.. he gave it to me as a monthsarry gift.. sweetienessosity..=)

went to lasalle-dasma with my kuya's bestfriend borg, to submit my sister's application form.. is that sheer desperadoes? it took us about 2hours to get there.. and 2hours and more to get back here.. that was thursday..

and last friday, after i went to ob.. i met up with ate drea.. finally. =) she just came back from new jersey but has to return to bacolod by sunday cause she got classes and all. jst stroll around glorieta.. shopped a little.. we talked a lot.. well she did, i listened. haha. =) but it was fun with her. i had to go earlier cause it was tin's bday and we have a surprise party for her. honey and i fought a little but its okei we worked it out around after midnight. he slept here at home. we both slept at our living room. he went home early like 5 or 6am already.

saturday morning, well, it was noontime when i woke up, checked ash and bruno.. then by 3/4pm honey came without telling me.. surprised me.. =) he stayed for awhile while i take a bath for kenny's bday party.. =) waited for tin, jeff, chito, and edgil. we were dropped off by tin's bro. had fun talkin the night away.. and highlight of the party.. josh puked!! ahahaha a lot!! =p he kept drinkin with his buddies.. he didnt stayed with us.. a fag. then when he got his shot of tequila.. he puked right infront of everyone!! whoop whoop!! hahahaha.. faggg!! then the boys went out for awhile to check on their mmp's schoolmates bday of some sort.. and they also checked ad's house cause his ate texted him like someone's outside monitoring their house.. good bro.. =) while they were out.. one of josh buddies was checkin me out. hahahaha! =p whatever.. he was cutie alright but tin and i cant stop tickin off whenever he laughs! hahahahaha. after the party, kuya bryan dropped us at our houses.. one word:: WILD! haha. he drives so wild!! we overtook two trucks and speed away another truck before we think we could have been hit by each. ad and lance were holdin the headseats. hahaha really funny! =) and my honey spent another night at home.. =) checked ash and bruno first before we go to sleep.

sunday.. attended mass.. honey stayed for awhile then got home cause he got classes this morning.. monday morning.. online.. checked ash n bruno.. now im hungry.. im out.=p


this is ash and bruno.. honey was holding them together ... =)

{ music } Awit ng Kabataan - Rivermaya
{ book } Further Confessions of Georgia Nicholson by Louise Rennison
{ mood } lazy

Written by hotchiqqa at 12:28 PM.

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