Entries for April, 2005
tama si ansel.. [from my entry last time].. may sariling pagiisip ang bawat indibidwal. kaya walang pake-alamanan. yun nga lang.. eh may mga apektado sa mga sinasabe ng iba tungkol sa kanila o sa isang bagay.. siguro kasi takot sila na totoo yung nasabe o alam nilang totoo,, ayaw lang tanggapin. indenial kumbaga. pakshet nyu mga muka nyu. putanginang hypocrisy yan.
galit ako. haha. tangina. nde pala.. natutuwa ako. kalalaki mong tao.. PIKON ka? whatever happens to the real meaning of maturity?! mature kuno. ulul. [teka... ngayun lang ako nagcurse sa mga entries ko..damnit!people make me bad.. worse i let them! engk!*shut up brain!!*]
hay naku. i dont want to keep ranting about it. nakakagutom lang. diet pa nmn ako. hahaha. whatever grace. pero seriously, for the past three days.. kaninang umaga lang ako kumain. 
nde ako nagdidiet.. ngayun ang holy week ko. haha ngayun ako nagpepenitensiya. [brain:ang eng eng ko tlga.] pero hinde talaga ako nagugutom eh. sabay puyat pa ng puyat. slept kninang umaga 8am. kakagising ko lang.. so wala pa 8hrs tulog ko.. hyped up pa din ako. huh?? di ko na alam kung anu na nangyayari sakin. *praning moment* baliw na ba ko?
gig info: dahil sa INAASAHANG night market sa greenhills kagabe.. nakansel daw ang tugtugan nila. ulul. ewan ko ba. pera lang nmn habol ng iba sa kanila, hinde yung musika. sa totoo lang, nung isang gabe, wala na ko balak pumunta. napagisipan kong magyaya nalang ng inuman kasama ibang friends. kaso takteng dysmenorrhea naman. ngayun pa nagparamdam. ska siraulong globe ayaw makacontact sa ibang networks? o baka ako lang?
speaking of call networks.. haha. dati kinasuhan ng globe at smart ang SUN dahil sa cut-throat competition.. eh anu tong mga 258 at unlimited ng globe na naririnig ko at kumakalat? haha. mga eng eng tlga. talo sila kaya naki-join nlng. as one would say.."if you can't beat 'em, join 'em."
summer na.. papasok nako! yey! i miss school hahaha! seryoso. isa sa dalawang disadvantage ng pagiging bum ay.. nabobobo ka. feeling mo ayaw na gumana ng utak mo. feeling? hinde.. ayaw na tlga nya gumana. stagnant na utak. eerie. okei talaga school ko.. tatawagan ka mismo sa bahay para inform about summer classes. u dont need to go to school. haha. wanna try? enrol now at OBMC. konti lang naman kasi population dun kaya matiyaga magtawag ng mga estudyante ang office. in fairness, special treatment cguro ko. asst. dean ang tumawag sakin. nabwiset nga ako dahil nippms ako tapos ang aga aga ng tawag. pero okei lang. ibang klase tlga, ang 5month subject na makukuha sa isang term ay makukuha ng 1week tuwing summer. at take note.. mga major sbjcts toh. san ka pa? naisip ko.. magsummer nlng kaya ako palage kesa pumasok sa regular school year? hahaha. ang tamad. at bago ko makalimutan, ang pangalawang disadvantage ng bum, as in taongbahay ka lang, ikaw lang ang palaging nakikita, at ikaw lang ang paboritong utusan.. tangina, anu silbi ng katulong? hay, ang sama ko na tlga.
ang haba ng entry ko.. isa lang naman ang sasabihin ko talga dapat.. at isa sa mga katangahan ko.. ngayun ko lang napansin na wala yung mga links ko like profile, gallery, friends, friends of stuff... pansin mo? bakit di mo sinabe skin..??!! hay naku.. waf ka! =p waf anu?.. what a friend! haha.
ALL OUT ako this entry.. and for all these things.. bad or worse... i prefer to smile.. as always...
{ music } Ordinary Day by Vanessa Carlton
{ book } rice recipes
{ show } nadah
{ mood } trying to get by...
Written by hotchiqqa at 03:22 PM.
The night was a haven of peace and love for PopeJPII. di talaga ako relihiyosong tao, pero ibang klase lang talaga ang presence ni JPII. The closest thing I've got to him is when i rode the Phil. Pope Mobile and the chair he sat on when he held Mass at UST. Oo, wala siya nung andun ako sa dalawang place na yun, pero sabe ko nga, iba ang presence niya, i felt him. Honestly, we were not in UST for that celebration, ney and i were supposed to get something from his friend's place but nothing happened, so we stayed inside UST grounds to check on what's happening and EAT. haha. Then we saw some friends, had fun, stayed til it ended. masaya talaga, niloko pa nga ako nung archbishop/bishop eh, eh sorry di ko siya kilala, he asked me how young i was during WYD '95. i said i was 9. at sabe nya, smiling at me.. twenty-two lang ako nun. and would i suppose to believe him? my friends and i, with our parish priest all laugh together. huh? holy person like him jokes and lies about his age. what about that, huh?! hahahaha.
i received an email with this file.. another piece of heaven, i say.. wonderful pictures and wisdom from God. view it and be inspired. Interview with God have fun viewing it. nice sound too. im out!
{ music } If I Am - Nine Days
{ book } nadah
{ show } Interview with God presentation
{ mood } relaxed
Written by hotchiqqa at 08:54 AM.
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"be an optimist and see the cup as being half full. before long your attitude will rub off on others. you can make the world a better place. by simply making yourself a happier person." - the nicest point of view i've heard for the past days.
hmm. i think i have a VERY INSECURE, PSYCHO-IMP stalker online. i hope it stays online. "it1" goes where i go. scary. i also do have an exbf stalker on mobile. "it2" misscalls me noon till night. sheer desperadoes, i say. boo hoo. why do this people act so stupid? they put God on shame for giving them brains. i feel terrible for them. oh wait.. i dont feel them at all. hahahahahahaha.
met up with my highschool barkada yesterday after my piano lessons. bad start. someone tagged along her crap. got pissed off cause her crap doesnt know how to apologize. she hated that i got weird and all about her crap and left. the other girls were stunned but really didnt much care at all. one sided me, the other two just doesnt want to spoil the day.. as if i do. met up with some other friends too, ryan, len, nestea and some people. interviewed me for some class project. ive been introduced to ryan's dad[some actor]. he's nice. wished me a lot of care too. g4 n gb still the place to be for me. fun memories with some some. haha. head straight back to ney's place, watched him play ball with other friends, had dinner, watched tv, waited for ad, drove to jeff's and lance's, head straight to total, drinked and puffed and talked and ranted and raved and so and so.. then hit home. slept, woke up, online, phone, online.. you add plus between spaces and at this very spot.. = my life. hahahahahahahaha. no pretentions.
{ music } tweet tweet nung birds? tsss.
{ book } nadah
{ show } still nadah
{ mood } mellow
Written by hotchiqqa at 01:50 PM.
i'll always love the song "how sweet it is".. how sweet it is to be LOVED by you. reminds me of shall we dance. i might watch it again later. *walks away* ...oh wait, i dnt have the dvd. baka kinuha ni honey. *sighs*
i am now again can be called a student. hihihi. no more bumming around. i have been attending my first two summer classes this past week. actually, the second subject started yesterday, and its only going to be for 6 saturdays. 5 to go. yey. but then i think im goin to have to enroll another two subjects by end of april and mid may. or else.. i have to cross enroll these subjects form other school as the school admin says so. but that's too impossible. how about the proficiency studs? they are too inconsiderate. hmp. anyway, that's how life works. and at least i could finish up my course immediately.
i have a new addition to my content pages. check them out if you please.
bye. *walks away*
{ music } mom checkin out grocery items
{ book } email
{ show } nadah
{ mood } restless
Written by hotchiqqa at 09:29 AM.
just got back from tagaytay with honey. sobrang saya. details details later. with the pics na rin. i have to go watch his bball game now. bye.
{ music } Wherever You Will Go - The Calling
{ book } fster bb
{ show } none
{ mood } thankful
Written by hotchiqqa at 11:51 AM.
can selfishness be in a good way?
sometimes, i think it does. im sometimes being labeled as selfish because i always take the blame for others. that would be weird for the other person to be mad and call me selfish after i have taken out the blame from him.other would rather be happy. wouldn't you? i guess he told me that because he knows his own mistakes and he wants to correct it by himself. oh well, i just dont want him to keep blaming himself when i know the root of the problem was me. anyways, at least we're good now. no more blaming and more of loving. yikeee. :-p
will you wear my shoe?
we had an activity last saturday in our comm. int. subject. we were asked to take off our shoes and have a music background then move the shoe/slippers to the right until the music stops. something like trip to jerusalem, but only the shoe makes the trip. you stay. haha weird-0! it was fun and learning as well. in having to integrate wiht other people you should know what they have and what's not, and what you have and what's not. you dont want to share something to them that they already know better. you dont want them feeling stupid and offended, and you dont want to realize you look like a fool teaching people who are wiser than you in other ways. in comm. int., you should know how to relate and adopt to that specific community to respond to the situation and needs as well.
weekday class
rode a taxi from mega to school. almost freaked out when i thought i had ridden with a psychopat. when i said i want to be dropped off on this [secret] street. he keeps on repeating and repeating it. like i said, he's like a freak-0! then i asked him about the meter and if there is traffic going to my school. abah, iningles ako ng lolo mo. and when the taxi bumps he says "im sorry dear, im sorry my love, my love im sorry". oh yes, you said it right, psychopat tripper. but i was actually having fun. arrived at school, paid my fees i thought i lost the cheque, i almost cry, found it in my notebook. went straight to class. litto fun but steady boring. told marge about the wacko driver. had a laugh trip about it and some some. my phone was being gay. it wont budge and hangs everytime. took an hour after it worked fine. went out to buy some snacks. back to class. then after class went to shop with ms. kc and marge. then rode with marge to station then went home. it rained around south part. had a very stressing and long traffic jam that took 30mins [uber badtrip!] when it only takes 5 mins. tapos yun pala, there's a flooded place tapos only one lane moves, so talagang siksikan. after that we move smoothly and got home after 15minutes. imagine the time wasted by the stupid traffic. i was so badtrip i wasnt in the mood to talk to anyone, even honey so went to sleep. in totality, mi first day was wacky! i hope my 2nd day turns out differently.
{ music } am station
{ book } testimonies
{ show } nadah
{ mood } hopeful
Written by hotchiqqa at 08:53 AM.
please visit my content pages. i added a couple of new articles. the weird facts would surely make you fall off your chair and laugh. okei?
i'll be posting a long entry over by the weekend. so dont miss me too much. okei? teehihi. thanks!
tata!
{ music } way down low
{ book } group emails
{ show } midnight club ps2
{ mood } hot.. woooh!
Written by hotchiqqa at 09:49 AM.
