Entries for May, 2005

from the past week i had these following observations around metro...

1. there's this new billboard from globe in edsa. a very big one. that has a cell site which has ribbon rays and 6-7 kids running. asked my mom how much would that big board would cost. she said about a million. though to myself how many kids would benefit from it. tsk.. wasted money.

2. mom's day is near. and yes, its the same day as my mom's bday. great. tipid sa regalo. hahaha. bought her a card already. was lookin t natl bs's card stand when i found this funny and crazy card that describes exactly my mom.

3. ever heard of the "friends of the filipinos"??? tell me nga please what's this all about? hmm.. got me thinkin.. para tayung object or animal of some sort. henaku. whatever.

4. why do they keep on hitting on bep's songs?? like what happened to their song "retarted".. they wanted to change the title because it means something else and its bad.. anu ngang term yung gamit nila dun???... then now their new song.. funk. on its lyrics.. "funk you".. and they dont like it. yeah right. why dont they try to check other artists who actually has sexual explicits in their songs. bummer.

5. and yes.. there are few more gentlemen who stands up for ladies, and even elder men. something to smile.

6.  is there a why question that can possibly answered by yes? please tell me.. thanks.

last friday, didnt attend class cause i was being sLazy. went to honey's place, then straight to the mall, ate and watch triple x. hoping a shadow of vin diesel would come out. but to no luck, i only heard the name from the movie, and that he was dead[the former triple x, that is]. get back at honey's place, watched tv, online, ate, heard he drink last night with jeff. again. and he didnt tell me at all. i hate him for that. got really really mad, left him and went home alone. oh he followed. then cried myself to sleep. the next day i was all cranky in school. but made my day brighter that it could have been. marge's still funny so yeah. he still texting me till afternoon, so i gave up and gave him another chance. got ride home and met up with him to go to mall to buy gift for my dad's bday, yesterday. got him a youthful shirt. i say youthful kasi light blue and teen-y yung dating. ah basta. get it. he took me home, got some rest. went to mass the next morning, ate lunch with the whole family. once again. finally. yes im truly happy. honey came to visit cause i was feeling a little sneezy, he bought some meds for me, and had a rest. he came back around 8pm. my dad had some surprise guests. oh friends. so true. played ps2 the whole time with hon, he went home. took rest. watch dvd this morning. ate. online. then im on my report now. so tata. laters. typical blog. *sigh*

by the way, read a new addition to my content pages. something about Freedom to think.

{ music } petey pablo
{ book } jas' profile
{ show } mdnight club game
{ mood } gloomy

Written by hotchiqqa at 10:46 AM.

4 justified.

my 3rd summer class just ended. whoop whoop. had a fun day with enzo last friday, then decided to give mi honey a surprise visit! hihihi. shock sha. he hugged me so tight! he also loved the card marge and i picked for him. the one with the "peace" sign. hehehe. really cute.

had our community integration yesterday. sobrang init.. sobra.. sobra.. sobra.. haha. but it was all fun, went to honey's place to sleep and rest. had dinner with his family. josh chilled with us. saw some yfc's. talked under the stars. whacked a disposable cam. hahaha. then put it back together. ang weird namin. around 11, he walked me back at home. then i got some rest.

hmm. hinde nako nakakasulat ng sensible blogs. i dunno why. i guess i just had a lot in mind na mejo personal so it shows in my blog. anyways, i just want to upload some pix here, with honey in tagaytay and hangout pics with some friends.

tagaytay moments...

sweet trip at tagaytay with my honey. our 7th monthsarry. april19.

house party...

party for jay's graduation and despedida for koske! and its our 6th monthsarry! march18-19.

night out...

thanks enzo for the fun and pics! =) may6.

{ music } "we're doom..we're gonna die" - my sis
{ book } nadah
{ show } tekken - my sis and bro. hehe.
{ mood } satisfied

Written by hotchiqqa at 05:06 PM.

2 justified.

its 11:48pm. and im waiting for my friends to come. nikko is in trouble. he's being stalked by his uncle. arianne is with him. they are on their way here, since i offered them a place to stay. they still haven't contacted me for like 40mins and its bothering me. i can now describe.. slow death. ohmygod ohmygod. i am worried!.. but im still waiting. il keep on waiting. if something happens to them.. i know who to point. they gave me his tito's whole name. tsk.. bad people.. within relatives.. that's too scary..

anyhow, didnt attend class yesterday since i was hellish tired and sLazy. ohh.. i miss my honey.. so i watched their band practice at kenny's place. then had dinner with them. cant wait to go home since i was so tired and sleepy. my mom asked me out to watch movie with her and my younger sis, unfortunately i wasnt available. anyways, i did attend class this afternoon, and not my piano class since i left house very late because of my bro and sis. tsk. sometimes i just wana choke them. i had a test. didnt study but i think ill do fine. went straight home cause migraine attacked me. honey came over to make kulit with me. i had fun, he had to stay longer cause it was raining hard, and im not letting him go cause im dead-worried. there was too much lightning and the rain was strong. so yeah, i was right, it stopped then i let him go na. so i watched tv and then arianne and nikko rang. so yeah.. im back to waiting now...

we had a gradeschool batch reunion last monday at celso's place. it was fun, i met my old friends, made friends with those i never shared a section with before. and yes, there's this thirst quenching absolut. vodka beybe!! haha. and of course my ever faithful sanmig. josh was also there so i had a ride home. honey was also at ken's place to wait for me. so sweet. i just so love him. hay.. hihihi.

hmm.. at school, marge and i arent actually listening. we're making scrapbooks for our bf's. hahaha. our class is so boring so we end up making two-three pages a day for our scrapbook. any ideas for a good scrapbook? thanks.. anything that wouldnt cost us so much!..

im out. waiting for your suggestions.. still waiting for my friends too.

and oh, btw, BSBs are back. hmmm. heard their latest single, "incomplete"?.. heard it, and it does sounds good and different. but yes.. still a boyband. hehehe.

{ music } air blowing
{ book } im msg ni honey
{ show } nothing
{ mood } anxious

Written by hotchiqqa at 11:50 PM.

1 justified.

still havent finished my scrapbook yet. im thinkin of giving it on our monthsarry.. or at least not later than his bday.

can anyone give me some more suggestions on what to put and how to put it? thanks.

didnt attend class today, cause i think it is unfair to have class today and have another class on monday. so il attend on monday. anyway, on monday we'll be having our community work again so its okei.

uhm.. oh, i love rob's music video "lonely no more".. oh my golly. nice butt shakin in there. hahaha. i totally love him. ever since matchbox20. oh well, he's just so cute.

tata for now.

{ music } ice crushing
{ book } fster msgs
{ show } nadah
{ mood } sympathetic

Written by hotchiqqa at 05:05 PM.

talk to me..

had a new addition on my content pages.. "I like the way you're thinking!". its really funny. good read.

attended my cousin's confirmation yesterday. nagkukulitan lang kmi ng younger sis ko while the mass was going on. i would stand up and walk to take pictures of my cousin.. tpos balik sa upuan with my sis tapos tawanan lang kami ng tawanan. ehehhe. sumatotal, nagenjoy naman ako papano.

can somebody tell me the title and artist of this song... "we're just ordinary people.. blah blah blah.. take it slow... blah blah blah" it is sung by a man and played with piano. i think its just new. bsta sobra ganda eh. please please please help me!! thanks a bunch! ehehe.

- scrapbook - scrapbook - scrapbook - scrapbook - scrapbook - haven't added anything new in it. please do you have any suggestions?? thanks..

for those who keep coming back to my blogs.. LOADS of THANKS and HUGS!! dun naman sa natutuwa sa music ko.. it's the music played from the korean movie MY SASSY GIRL. "canon"  by pachelbel. share ko lang.. maybe you want to get it too.

hay naku.. another senseless blog.. well, im no writer anyway. whatever. hmm. what's with the title?.. it just sounds interesting. hahahaha.

{ music } Minamalas - Mojofly
{ book } ym msgs
{ show } sky
{ mood } lonely

Written by hotchiqqa at 01:24 PM.

talk to me..

For me to see the perpetual angelicness that is you,
I shroud myself with blankness.
Peering through the state that is so blue.
I see the light within my darkness.

My friend made this for me. hi hamza! thanks a bunch. i dunno if it really fits me but what i do know is that i'll be your friend come what may. okei? il talk to you laters.

http://pentacle.blogdrive.com <--my friend's site!

**its untitled. can you suggest what title would fit it?.. thanks!

{ music } nadah
{ book } nadah
{ show } nadah
{ mood } touched

Written by hotchiqqa at 09:12 PM.

2 justified.

my mom's confined in the hospital since this afternoon. she had this "shingles".. virus left from chickenpox. adults are mostly infected by this disease. ely drove her to the hospital. i followed and waited for her to have a room. nothing serious really, she just wanted to be monitored and all. ang arte! hehe. pero okay na yun para walang mahawa sa kanya dito sa bahay. especially now that pagaling na yung mga spots, eh masnakakahawa daw yun lalo. safety measures na din.

school's boring still. marge's sick but she's there. she gave me baon. haha. mommy-ing mommy ang dating. cookies and my fave... margarine w/ sugar bread. hehehe. then went straight home to have my pants cut tapos to go visit mom and bring her some food. pinalipat ko ng room si mommy para may tv. ehehe. ako pa demanding *kala mo nmn ako patient noh?* hahaha. then malaman laman ko na may etc sa cable ng hospital!! huwaaat?! napaisip tuloy ako.. sana dito nalang ako nakatira.. so i can watch the o.c.  everytime i want. same with the upcoming simple life3[interns] whooop whooop. im a big naughty fan of nicole! hehehe. and adam brody of the o.c.!! i love em both!! anyways, when i turned on the tv its showing darna, then the nurse came in, checked on my mom, and asked me what's happening on the scene, i said i don't know, then she started to blab on about the show, she even told me they shoot a scene at the hospital. i was like.. okei. and smiled. nakinood lang kung anu anu pa sinabe. pero okei lang. entertaining kahit papano. ehehehe.

tomorrow's our midterm. ngek. siya lang nagpamidterm sa summer classes ko. weird-0! tapos finals pa on friday or nxt monday. badtrip talga. dapat wala na class sa monday eh. henaku. then i have my piano lessons tomorrow morning as well. tapos at night, i have a gimik with janine, who just came back from u.k. she said she quit her job to come back here and have a break. she told me about an interview she'll have next week with a manager from abs-cbn to be a vj. hmm. baka sa myx. oh well, goodluck to her. im just glad she's back. the last time she came here i was with her too, it was like 3 years ago and i miss her so. gradeschool days.. oh yeah. *reminiscing* hehe.

at shock ako when i saw karel's music video.. haha. natatawa ako. sorry to her fans but  really don't like her. did you know that she wasn't that pretty when she was young? panget sha and medyo malaman. oh well. ehehe. ill write nalang about my friend and my incident with karel sa eastwood last year. ehehehe. ttfn.

{ mood } tired

Written by hotchiqqa at 10:05 PM.

4 justified.

old friends.. good ones.. one night, greenbelt.. people.. and lotsa people.. bubbagump!.. fries.. sanmiglights.. puffin'.. laughin'.. camwhoring.. reminiscin'.. trippin' anything and anyone.. vodka sprite.. margarita.. tequila sun rise.. pancit canton[haha!].. and more more more vodka.. til 3am.. yes.. what a night!

anticipatin for our next week's house party.. whoop whoop!

my friends told me i got slimmer.. oh yeah..!! haha. actually im still thinkin about taking some herbal slimming pills[is there such?yes!] so i guess its safe. and my other friends are taking it and so far.. no bad effects.. it really does slim one down. when i get the pills and try it for at least a week and half.. if there really are changes, then maybe il promote it here. hahaha. people.. take not.. im only 100lbs. yes im not that heavy.. but i just need to be free from this flabby flabs i have on my tummy. hahaha.

was riding mrt this afternoon.. and i saw this man wearing this black net shirt. and he has this big tummy. para siyang dom kasi yung mga companions nya parang mga longkatuts na ewan.. i want to have fun so lets name these people.. si mamang net shirt.. mang tubs [dahil mataba sha and kyut ang tub]. yung apat na longkats.. ay sina.. longpat[dahil matangkad sha at patpatin].. si bebs[tagalog ng "babes".. as in like ung babes the movie].. si kalay[dahil ang kulay ng kanyang buhok ay kalawang] at lastly.. and definitely the least among them.. let's simply name her.. outcast. [eh kasi parang nde sha belong].. ang ingay nilang lahat grabe.. kay mangtubs plang feeling ko hinde pa rin nawawala ang hangover ko since morning. feel na feel kong sumuka sa ibabaw ng taba-taba nya. as in pde kang magpatong ng kahit anu sa tyan nya.. at tiyak di mahuhulog. hahahaha. ang sama. oh well. take note, para siyang kargador na bsta ang panget. haha. im so naughty. oh well, trying to make myself laugh. haaayy..

i hope tomorrow is our last day for prof ed. i dont wana go to school next week anymore. then last day on saturday for our comm. integ. haay. finally.. some relaxation... hmm.. thinkin about goin to galera with my friends or tagaytay with honey again.. or maybe il go alone.. hmm.. what do you think?

laters.

{ music } if i aint got you - alicia keys/usher
{ book } friendster msgs
{ show } something
{ mood } uncomfortable

Written by hotchiqqa at 09:10 PM.

1 justified.

finally its our last day for our summer subject in guidance.. shyet.. exam ngayun tapos may homework. she requires so many things! hay..

anyways, honey and i are going out tonight to watch a movie and eat. sabe ko nga ipagluto nalang nya ko eh. ayaw! hahaha. sbe ko kahit spag lang.. masarap naman spag nya eh. tinatamad. bastos talaga yun. hehehe.

my bro had a party last saturday.. sobra dami food! more than 10 boxes of pizza. a couple of trays for spag and lasagna each. sobra! though i slept over the party cause i was feeling sick. woke up around 10, andami pa ding pizza. so i ate and made kulit with my sis, honey called, then went back to sleep.

my friend pj imed me this morning askin to help him find a gf. hahaha. pathetic and sheer desperadoes. hahaha. just makes me laugh..

hmm. i need to eat.. laters.

{ music } myself
{ book } my homework
{ show } nothing
{ mood } satisfied

Written by hotchiqqa at 09:06 AM.

talk to me..

it just came to me.. my summer has just started! and most people started school. bummer..

at least i have my piano lessons to keep my busy for another 2 weeks. and i have another recital by june4. finished memorizing it so im on the new piece my teacher gave me. a sonnatino. ohmygod.. 3 long pages! not that his pressuring me.. its just that it is overwhelming! super!! still have to buy my own book and start working on it.

going swimming this sunday with my honey's family. then my mom just asked me to go with her and my sis on their trip to zambales by thursday till saturday. hmm. id like to go.. but id like honey to go too. hehehe.

lately i had a lot of thoughts that i wanna write here on my blog. but when i start to open this.. i always go blank. that's why i keep ending on writing about my everyday life. which i know is senseless for you guys.. marami ako naiisip na maganda isulat.. pero parang ang bilis mawala sa memory ko. it just slips. and the next thing i know i have another thought.. then maya maya wala na. lahat wala! hay.. its so pathetic. i cant seem to remember the inner workings of my twisted, or so i think, mind.

laters.

{ music } silent phone
{ book } im msg
{ show } nothing
{ mood } restless

Written by hotchiqqa at 10:59 PM.

talk to me..

just woke up. ang aga.. still want to go back to sleep cause i had this dream. ahh.. about a guy friend.. who's very special to me. okei.. sabihin na nating we shared something from the "past".. and now, we're friends more than "ex's".. we used to hangout with each other together or with other friends.. maybe i wrote about him here before.. or maybe not.. back to the dream.. we were like hanging out at home with some other people.. there was this kid that has an accent of some sort. then he gave me a card with a monitor that shows "can i loop with your heart?"  and hearts with looping strings with each other.. really sweet.. i know that there's something there.. in that dream that is.. he was like waiting for my answer.. then i remembered ive a bf. then woke up.. sheesh.. looked at my phone.. and he was calling me at around minutes before 2am. when i remember that i waken up at around 1:40am. hmm.. coincidence? what would that dream mean?

anyhow, went to my friend's lola's wake at qc yesterday morning with honey. joined the convoy to manila mem. here in pque. it wasn't all that sad and mournful event for the family. they accepted it and were very happy that their love one is now in the hands of God. something to reflect on... hmm.

went back at home with honey. slept the rest of the afternoon. then played ps2 while i took a bath. went to their place, had some spaghetti. yummy. waited for ad and ken. drove to ruins. walked around. ate at some snack bar. ill be back later this afternoon with them cause i wasnt able to bought what i was planning to buy since the other day. hay..

laters. watchin tv or il go back to sleep.

{ music } birds in my window ahahaha
{ book } fster bb
{ show } hbo. some old movie.
{ mood } thinking

Written by hotchiqqa at 06:47 AM.

talk to me..

i had another dream... bout another boy.. not an ex.. crush ko lang since grade/highschool ata ako.. same effect from the last dream.. this guy is also confessing his feelings for me... ugh... what do these dreams mean?

the swimming trip was uuber fun! everyone was all smiles at me and lyzhette even though we're not family members. lyz is aj's gf. we're treated as one of them. ang daming food from morning till the afternoon. when i got home madami pa ding food. haha. i stopped taking the pills. its useless for me. and i always get thirsty and.. basta ayoko na nun. maybe ill do sit ups nalang. haha. kung sipagin.

2weeks left and so back to school.. hay.. imma enroll this week. but i have to go to prime lab for some testing. scool fckass requirement. gastos lang yun eh. badtrip.

hmm.. still making lambing with honey to go back tagaytay.. or galera.. or batangas.. or lagua.. before classes.. hihihihi.. malapit ko na siya maconvince..!! lapit na nga din ng bday nya eh. sa friday na. haven't finish the scrapbook yet. oh golly.

so yeah.. i think il do it now. laters.

{ music } nadah
{ book } nadah
{ show } nadah
{ mood } sore

Written by hotchiqqa at 11:57 AM.

talk to me..

what a friend should be?

radical: loves you when you're unlovable, hugs you when you're unhuggable, and bears you when you're unbearable.

fanatical: cheers you on when the whole world boos, dances with you when you have good news, and cries when you cry too.

mathematical: multiplies joy, divides sorrow, subtracts the past, and adds to tomorrow, calculate the need deep in your heart, and always bigger than the sum of all their parts.

makes sense to me.. and yes, i know im blessed to have friends who are always there for me.

im going out with my girlfriends zedy and crish later. the other girls arent available so it will be us again. but its okay, keeping contact with each other ain't that hard for us. sam and i are now in speaking terms again. a little argument over a little so-so.. emotions and personalities clashed.. and now, its nothing but to laugh about. 3 years ago, a friend taught me a very important thing, that one should always eat up her/his ego for a friend. everybody should. compromises should always be present. understanding and loyalty to one's friends are important too. understanding by means of being considerate and looking through different situations for each other. loyalty by means of staying together through time and distance even if people may come and go into your lives. i love my friends so much. to quote from a movie, "it is true that i do want to kill her sometimes, but i would kill for her all the time."

new updates: on my content pages!! about "Four Seasons of Tree", its a good read for everyone!

{ music } all i want - inoj
{ book } tommy.com "rumors"
{ show } nadah
{ mood } content

Written by hotchiqqa at 11:28 AM.

4 justified.