Entries for July, 2005
im a little disappointed with myself. andami kong ideas to put on the letter pero hinde ko nagawa. i was just a total blank. hanggang ngayun, di ko alam how to put it on a letter. i guess im not really a born writer. wait, i cant just give up like that. i still have to try, right? so yeah.. il try to make it today and email it to my college coordinator. sana pwede pa.
went home early yesterday. didnt want to go with lj and marge to tiangge cause i was a little drained and all. i was so lazyyy. honey came over at my place and made him some "marge toast". hahaha. my favorite! then we watched "o.c" another favorite. adam brody is so damn hot and funny. then went to the mall to buy a skirt, as for honey went straight to school. got back home and practiced piano. boring life noh? and today, wala ako class. but i have my piano lesson. might watch movie with some friends later but im not sure. hmmm. i want to play arcade.
ooohh, im so excited. we're goin partyin at batangas on the 15th or so. woohoo. its my friend's debut. adler at 21. hahaha. oldishness. woohoo. overnight stay. 
cant wait! while ansel's turning 19 on the 5th. for my sis, 17 on the 16th. ohh, zedy's bday is on the 15th too. hmmm. im torn! gaaah. w/e.
chatting with my mom makes me fall off my chair and laugh. she's just so crazy. hehehehehe. that's why im so nuts as well. nyahahaha. ang arte ng nanay ko. naglalaunchcast pa. shortcuts pa yung mga words. hahahaha. tamad. haay whatever. i so love her.
{ music } norah jones
{ mood } restless
Written by hotchiqqa at 09:34 AM.
all i wanted was a piece of this cheese cupcake. a 5peso worth of cupcake... and i was shouted at. wtf?!
shit happens.
went out with a couple of friends, just got back home. i still dont want to go home. i hate home when there's a time like this. i just hate home.
i love you.. i love you so much that i hate it when i make you mad. i love you so much to death that i get scared you might go hating me for being me. i love you so much that i regret every little bad and mean words i tell you. i even regret doing the things i love because of you. i hate it that i so love you. cause i know when you're gone, im as worst than any crap in this world. im sorry, i hate it that i do love you.. but i keep on hurting you. its like everything is just plain bull... whatever.
shit happens.. it always will.
pathetic... and its all because of my stupid craving.
{ mood } hurt
Written by hotchiqqa at 01:13 AM.
sorry guys for not updating my page. ive been so busy. pagkarating ko palang sa house rest nako kagad. ive lots of school works and all. and ive colds the whole week, and i think i have fever.
went out shopping with marge last wednesday. then i went to apc the next day to get something from ann. stayed there and chatted for awhile, met up enzo with nestea and ate jen. chilled and i went shopping again! hahaha. im wasting money like its water. we drove ate jen home. grabe ang layo. kadulu-duluhan ng pasig. then drove nestea next at taguig. went straight to merville. kaso nahuli kami sa may villamor airbase ni enzo. ughhh. 500 bucks din yun. leche yun si manang. napagdiskitahan kami dahil bago kotse. leche! enzo almost made me sick, we were going round and round merville, tapos maaalala nya na marcelo village pala yung friend nya. at marcelo, we got lost again! we were going round and round in circles for almost half hour. tapos wala pang 10 mins yung pagstay dun sa friend nya. grrr moment. then we thought of goin to ruins, but he didnt want to stay there, so we went to sex.. sinigang express to eat their famous tapa. yum yum. but its only like 10pm, and we're not yet in the mood to go home. so we drove ourselves to ust. to fetch my honey, who was watching the barpins play at mayrics. hey people, this band is so galing.. please support them, they already have their own ep. for only 150 bucks. please please support them! 
enzo went home after some sticks together. watched with honey for our friends' performance. got home around past 12. my colds are starting to attack. slept with honey for like 3 hours or so. then i have to wake him up cause he got class. kawawa honey ko. 
when he left i slept for another 2 hours cause i have to meet ann and the others to go to ayeh's mom's wake. today's the burial. so sad. had our lunch at ayeh's place, went straight home, kicked my shoes off, changed to whatever home clothes i saw, and slept. another 4 hours pass woke up, took a bath and dress up for my gimmick with some gradeschool friends at malate. mind you, i was still feeling sick.. and coldinosity and all. met up with jan and sen first at the condo. rode to baywalk to eat and wait for the others, love and me-an came. next clarence, then there was maisie and cris [but they have to leave cause they got classes the next day.. whatever!] then ken c came, honey dropped by for awhile. waited and ate at the anthology for nicolo and jerome. they came at round 9pm. so much for the 7pm meeting time. hahahaha. continued our get together at the comic lab. nicolo, clance, and mark was called up to stage with some homos. hahahahahahaha. so funny. laugh trip to death. still enjoyin with the colds on. hahahaha. get back home around 15 mins to 4am. slept, woke up at 12. went online to tell you guys.. that i missed you all! hihihihi.
what an opening ceremony for this year's uaap season. totally fantastic. i liked the dragonball like figures who animated some sports. hahaha.
enzo im-ed me. askin me to come with him to ruins. said i was sick. i really didnt want to go, y'know. baka kung anu na isipin ni honey eh. but i know there's nothing wrong cause we're more than ex's.. we're more of good and close friends. and that's that.
i have to get goin, i think i need some more rest. so tata.
{ show } uaap season opening
{ mood } sick
Written by hotchiqqa at 01:55 PM.
while i was on a bus ride to makati for my piano lesson back last last week.. i found this stickers posted on the sides and back of the seats...
love radio, yes fm, energy fm, star fm, WRR(all lies) fm
tumutunaw ng talino at galing ang mabantot at cheap niyong musika. salot sa isipan. emosyon overdose na!
angat mo isip mo mamang driver! angat mo kalidad mo mamang driver! angat pinoy! year 2004 na!
it is actually irritating for some of us to listen to these kind of stations while on a bus, taxi or jeepney ride. i, for one, really am annoyed when i hear those stations with stupid and green jokes they air. it is so disappointing to have our media used for useless things like this when a larger part of the mass listens to it. no offense for those who are consistent listeners of the said stations. but you see, parang di talaga appropriate yung mga jokes and snippets ng commercials nila sa radio. isipin niyo nalang, kung yung mga yaya ng mga bata yan pinapakinggan habang nagbabantay siyempre naaabsorb din ng mga bata yun. don't you think?
okay.. so that was my point.. as for honey's side.. riders must also be considerate of the driver. meaning... since ang tugtugan nga naman ng mga stations na nabanggit are mostly lively... tulong na din daw yun sa mga drivers para di antukin. especially at night and every siesta period. kasama na din daw sa pang-pagising yung mga jokes and weird short commercials na ini-air nila. oh well, different perceptions. ikaw, anu comment mo?
{ mood } relaxed
Written by hotchiqqa at 03:01 PM.
too many stories.. so little time. dont have much time to share everything to you guys.. basta i had a full blast this weekend. and so with yesterday. mixed emotions and all.
so yeah.. i'll share with you guys in a bit. im goin out. laters!
tata for now.
{ mood } thankful
Written by hotchiqqa at 10:31 AM.
lets start off from my weekend last week. after having my saturday classes. which by the way ends tom.. woo hoo!! i went straight to rp to meet up with my bro, and go to q.c to have dinner with my family since it was my sister's bday. after the dinner, di ko na kinayang makakita pa ng pagkain. as in masusuka nako. hahahaha. i was so overwhelmed with food. hehe.
then my fam drove me to greenbelt to meet up with my friends. marge, lj, jp, kc, bea, and chard. they're my schoolmates from ob. chilled at max brener while waiting for time to pass. then we went to bollywood[?!] to eat some and drink some. we had this smoke thing called sisha. parang smoke bottle siya.. tapos its sweet. it was like im puffin some dj mix. cool. i wasnt into beer that night so i had some teq. then we went to jaipur at around past 10.. to party!! we met up with jackie.. lj's friend. im talkin about jackie foster[benjie's x-wife.. and lj moreno. lj's my classmate, and she's really kalog and nice. kaso clumsy. nyahahahaha. we had some special free passes. whoop whoop. but no free booze and all. hahaha. but its okay. i think i had enough drinks. there were a lot of celebrities around, jolo revilla[who's such a cutie!], maui taylor[who's payat but has a nice curly hair], michelle madrigal[who was from our school, btw] and one sexy star i cant remeber the name. but she's pretty. but it wasnt them that made my night a blast. it was my friends who were laughing all night and just trippin the night away. marge was so just her. jp and i were dancing then ill get marge to dance with jp but she'll just shout ng "oh my gawd, kadiri, yuck yuck!" lj and i cant quit laughin bout it, and just kept on dancin. jp's such a hottie and great dancer. hahahaha. i wasnt in the mood to go home yet at around 3 so i decided to go at honey's place, since marge was pullin me out of the place. she has a curfew.. mind you, she's 22 already. and im like 18, and i dont have a real curfew. wahahahaha. too bad for her.
so at past 3 i was at honey's place. he was still workin on his shoe project and some friends were helping him by drinkin some beer, nice friends you got there honey! hehehehe. when i got there his friends left us with all the mess. honey didnt want me to help cause as he said, i was like all tired. awee. sweetyyy. i didnt want to disturb him since he wasnt finished yet so i just sat beside him and watched him work. i love watching him work. i just love staring at him. he's just so... so him. then he would look at me and tell me to get some sleep, i said no and i said gsto kita tingnan gumawa. but he hold my hand and sabe nya he'll stop workin and babantayan daw nya ko matulog. hay buhay... ang sweet. ehehehe. i love you honey.
got home at around 6am.
a lot more happened the following days.. but i got to go practice my piano lessons.. so tata for now!
oh by the way, pictures to be followed. hihihi.
and oh oh oh... ive cut my hair short last monday. show it to you next time. bye.
{ mood } restless
Written by hotchiqqa at 10:38 AM.
okay.. continuing on from my week..
monday..had a haircut at david's with my mom. i had it cut short to prevent split ends.. but i never thought i had to deal with fly aways. akshdkhaknfhavnssdd.. *sigh* then i did some grocery for the surprise party later that day for janine. got back home, to wait for senen and clarence's text to meet them up back at the supermarket. when i got there, karen and siena was there. great. then we went to senen's place to get things ready. siena did the cooking, clance and senen did the cleaning.. and i did the poster for janine. its pretty cool and everyone loved it. oh well. hihihi. people came in at around past 7-8. oooh everyone from gradeschool memories came back. mae-ann, loves, john paul, senen, clarence, rhicell, karen, siena, nicolo, jerome and of course janine. everyone was hyped up til 12mn. but then we had to go home cause everyone got classes the next day. and oh, its our 10th month already. im loving honey so much.
tuesday..got up a little late. didnt attend my classes for that day since i really want to watch my friend's performance for their school's opening ceremonies for intramurals. made an egg sandwich spread for honey. dropped by his place before i went to apc. then i got at apc sooo late that i wasnt able to watch my friend. not even able to talk to him. waste of time. sana pla pumasok nalang ako. i didnt go there just to watch him. went there to ask him for a mixtape so i can give it to janine. eh ni hinde nga kami nakapagusap. hay buhay. sayang oras. hang out at their caf with my former blockmates. all fun. we decided to go to glorieta. nestea, me, sittie and jeff. we were like all tripping at each other. had some frap and cigs. went home around 7pm. honey came at my house to give something to me. awwee. a dreamcatcher thingee. so cute. and he is too. so sweet.
wednesday..didnt have class on our morning subject so i went out at around 11am. got there one hour early before class. nothing special that day. just tried making dish garden. cool. naghabulan kami ni lj sa hallway. hahaha. basaan. lokaret kasi tlga. hahahaha. stayed at jazz's place after class. waited for my mom to get back from her meeting at gateway. she's loving that place.
thursday..we were ask to practice for the cheering for college's sportfest on july30. but i wasnt ale to go to school since it was raining hard here at south and my mom and bro cant drive me to school. uhm well, they just cant. and i choose to stay home because it's janine's flight. mixed emotions. we had some last snapshots. last lunch date all together. last laugh not til next year. cant wait. we are so missing her right now. then we drove clarence back home, and nicolo, senen and i went to apc to hangout. senen had class so introduced nicolo to my blockmates so he wouldnt feel out of place. then by 5pm, we went home. im so missing janine.. im so sad. we didnt even made her cry. hahahahaha. and that depresses us more. nahhh. we're just tripping.
friday..practiced some of my piano lessons. met up with my tutor at the music school at around 3. i was early. haha. for a change. im always late with his class. boo hoo. have new pieces to work on. cool. went to watch mr and ms apjma at apc. everything was cool. es won 1st runner up. woo hoo! the contest finished at around 10 or so. then walked along magallanes to look for taxi with len, ryan and tim. met up with my bro, mom and sis at glorieta to watch last full show of herbie. cute and cool movie. i want a herbie for myself. or a saab hunchback edition. its cuteeee! went home around 1, but i was working on some school work so i slept at around 2am.
saturday..woke up around 7am cause i have class. i was late but its okay. i just needed to pass all my requirements since it was our last day. then i was called up for a meeting since i was a course officer for beced. but then i was shifted to the cheering squad cause the college coordinator said something like "you belong to dancing". i was like okei. i really didnt want to go all through that meeting stuff. since i wasnt even aware that i was elected from last week's sudden election. take note, i was not present but i was voted and elected. is it even legal? hmmm. whatever. i didnt want to practice longer that 2 so i excused myself at 1pm and went home. at round 7pm, got myself ready for adler's bday celebration. a week delayed party. but its okay. for a friend, there's nothing wrong with partyin. whoo hoo! hehehe. everyone was there except for chito and tin. as usual. *sigh* they are so missing a lot from us. we were like 20 something at the party. we had dinner at jaymi's fort grill. nice place. i kind of took honey's place in drinking. he didnt drink at all that night. ako taya nung gabe. hehehe. we had 2 bottles of cuervo. grabeee.. 1,500 isa?!!! ugh... then i had my own tequila sunrise. i let the girls drinked from it. they like it. they love hard drinks. hahahaha. and they're only like 17yrs of age. there were pat, beth and roxanne. and im like their ate! huwat?! hahaha. and im only a year and a half older. dalawa sa kanila alaga ko na. everyone was like all proud and smiles for me acting like an ate. klahgksfgnawrng. and all i wanted was a clean fun gimmick.. and that's what happened. oh well, at least i had my share of drink. pero im oh so proud to tell you guys na nde ako nalasing. had several shots of cuervo, had my own tequila glass, and some bjs for the whole night. tigas.. hahahahaha. pat was so kalog and my fave among them. we were like trippin at beth and roxanne. hahahaha, boogs and doogs tandem.. with a little bit of dagum. after leaving fort, we went to chill at lance's house. talked to the girls for an hour and we were like so noisy. still on a laugh trip with pat. went home and i slept for straight 10 hours. hahahha.
sunday..went online as i wake up, chatted with honey and adler for awhile, then prepared for the evening mass with the gang again. parang hinde kami nagmamass cause the others we're eating cotton candies and having some drinks while the mass was going on. mga baliw.. nagpicnic daw ba? hahahaha. after the mass, had dinner at honey's place. then waited for adler to follow ken,jay, and josh to uncle jerry's place for another drinkin session. hehehehe. had some san mig lights with the gents and some re wine with the ladies. got home around 12mn. slept...
monday..the most boring day ever since last week. nothing to do, stayed at home. should have went to the practice for saturday's event. but since mich isnt goin, i might as well not. had the samsung e700 phone now. all mine. hehe. orayt..
shared every detail or so... to you guys.. saya noh? oh well.. ganyan tlga.. mixed emotions.. sobra!! o sia cge.. til the next journeys of my life.
{ mood } rushed
Written by hotchiqqa at 07:33 PM.
